{"id":1194,"date":"2011-06-09T18:56:14","date_gmt":"2011-06-09T18:56:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thecounternarrativesociety.org\/home\/?page_id=1194"},"modified":"2017-07-22T21:13:50","modified_gmt":"2017-07-22T21:13:50","slug":"thesisproject","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/theweighticarrywithme\/2-4\/thesisproject\/","title":{"rendered":"Thesis Project: The Weight I Carry With Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-2265\" src=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-Shot-2017-07-22-at-2.23.39-AM.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"598\" height=\"198\" srcset=\"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-Shot-2017-07-22-at-2.23.39-AM.png 598w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-Shot-2017-07-22-at-2.23.39-AM-300x99.png 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 598px) 100vw, 598px\" \/><\/p>\n<h4><span style=\"color: #000000;\">When the invisible punishing machine is everywhere<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">THE WEITHT I CARRY WITH ME<\/span><\/h4>\n<h6>MAY 18, 2011 |\u00a0<span style=\"color: #000000;\">Cambridge, MA<\/span><\/h6>\n<p>For my thesis project, I choreographed a 30 minutes three parts event as a performance, a lecture and site-specific installation that made used of the old-new Media Lab complex at MIT.\u00a0 The general aimed was to unpack (or transform) the material weight, the emotional weight and the intellectual weight\u00a0 I carry from witnessing and studying the <em>invisible punishing machine<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>1<sup>st<\/sup> Stop \u2013 Introduction \u2013 at the Workshop<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-5.18.11-PM.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-1212\" title=\"the-material-weight-may-18\" src=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-5.18.11-PM-1024x662.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"388\" srcset=\"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-5.18.11-PM-1024x662.png 1024w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-5.18.11-PM-300x194.png 300w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-5.18.11-PM-768x497.png 768w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-5.18.11-PM.png 1331w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>From the philosophical attitude of the CNS where the portable and reusable are central to the work, I installed on two large tables the (emotional and intellectual) weight I have turned into counter narratives over the years. Currently I define the counter narrative as a kind of paradoxical and interrogative remedy, which symbolically uses the idea of poisonous treatment. On one hand it creates anomalous situations; on the other hand, this analytical method opens the opportunities to initiate dialogue about bio-political issues. Therefore, the material weight is an exposition on the one hand about various projects that deals with the affective consequences of alienation, incarceration, historical and symbolic violence; on the other hand,\u00a0 these projects are tools to initiate counter narratives through conversations, workshops, encounters, installations, interventions, performances and research. For example, I had on display several projects: the <a title=\"Sensible Housing Unit (SHU)\" href=\"http:\/\/thecounternarrativesociety.org\/home\/the-weight-i-carry-with-me\/1-material-weight\/sensible-housing-unit-shu\/\">Sensible Housing Unit (SHU)<\/a>, the <a title=\"Racial Pre_Filing Vest\" href=\"http:\/\/thecounternarrativesociety.org\/home\/the-weight-i-carry-with-me\/1-material-weight\/racial-pre_filing-vest\/\">Racial Pre-filing Vest<\/a> and the <a title=\"Passing the Ball: Wounded Witnesses, Wounded Storytellers\" href=\"http:\/\/thecounternarrativesociety.org\/home\/the-weight-i-carry-with-me\/1-material-weight\/wounded-witnesses-wounded-storytellers\/\">Passing the Ball<\/a> which at any given moment I can use for new works in the public sphere.<\/p>\n<p>Accompanying the display of the material weight, I did a short lecture, which touched on the theoretical and the affective qualities of the research. Last, I introduced the general itinerary for the event and I asked the audience to pick up a wedge from the table and to follow me.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><!-- \/* Font Definitions *\/ @font-face {font-family:Arial; panose-1:2 11 6 4 2 2 2 2 2 4; mso-font-charset:0; mso-generic-font-family:auto; mso-font-pitch:variable; mso-font-signature:3 0 0 0 1 0;} @font-face {font-family:Times; panose-1:2 0 5 0 0 0 0 0 0 0; mso-font-charset:0; mso-generic-font-family:auto; mso-font-pitch:variable; mso-font-signature:3 0 0 0 1 0;} @font-face {font-family:Cambria; panose-1:2 4 5 3 5 4 6 3 2 4; mso-font-charset:0; mso-generic-font-family:auto; mso-font-pitch:variable; mso-font-signature:3 0 0 0 1 0;} \/* Style Definitions *\/ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:\"\"; margin:0in; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:12.0pt; font-family:\"Times New Roman\"; mso-ascii-font-family:Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family:Cambria; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family:Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family:\"Times New Roman\"; mso-bidi-theme-font:minor-bidi;} p {mso-margin-top-alt:auto; margin-right:0in; mso-margin-bottom-alt:auto; margin-left:0in; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:\"Times New Roman\"; mso-ascii-font-family:Times; mso-fareast-font-family:Cambria; mso-fareast-theme-font:minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family:Times; mso-bidi-font-family:\"Times New Roman\";} @page Section1 {size:8.5in 11.0in; margin:1.0in 1.25in 1.0in 1.25in; mso-header-margin:.5in; mso-footer-margin:.5in; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --><strong>2<sup>nd<\/sup> Stop \u2013 <em>Unpacking the Weight<\/em> \u2013 Stairwells<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-1196\" title=\"Unpacking the Weight - details\" src=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-2.50.29-PM-1024x662.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"388\" \/><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>From the workshop, I led a walk to the Lower Lever of the stairwells (the basement) between the old and new media lab. I distributed an artist-book and recited a poem I wrote specifically for the occasion and space. While I recited the poem and I drew with chalk\u00a0 several rectangular shapes around me on the floor and walls. Concentrically, each one was larger then the previous one and on one occasion I drew a line over an audience who was sitting on the floor. After half way of my poem, I started to walk up the stairs and I disappeared into the distance. (At this point people followed my friend Tomashi).<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-1264\" title=\"Video-clip - Unpacking the Weight\" src=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-10.19.34-PM-1024x726.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"425\" srcset=\"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-10.19.34-PM-1024x726.png 1024w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-10.19.34-PM-300x213.png 300w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-10.19.34-PM-768x545.png 768w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-10.19.34-PM.png 1413w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_2268\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2268\" style=\"width: 600px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/theweighticarrywithme\/2-4\/thesisproject\/screen-shot-2017-07-22-at-2-26-56-am\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2268\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-2268 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-Shot-2017-07-22-at-2.26.56-AM.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"199\" srcset=\"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-Shot-2017-07-22-at-2.26.56-AM.png 600w, https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-Shot-2017-07-22-at-2.26.56-AM-300x100.png 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2268\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">(Dedicated to the Prisoner Hunger Strike at Pelican Bay State Prison&#8230;and the growing movement that is fighting divisions, isolation, dislocation, alienation and torture) http:\/\/prisonerhungerstrikesolidarity.wordpress.com\/| July 2011<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/96J1cnSBJrQ\" width=\"600\" height=\"350\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>I used this space because acoustically and architecturally, the cavernous and crude concrete qualities of the space resemblance the cruel environment of the modern prison while the upward and downward circular motion resemblance the &#8220;dark to light&#8221; myth &#8211; an underlying perspective that appears everywhere in the social-spatial politics of this capitalist society. Also, the space lent itself as a metaphor for the tacit divisions I have experienced from living in a society of control where those with material privilege are often house in spaces of opulence and those who have nothing may ended up in places that are harsh and inhumane.<\/p>\n<p>Once I reached the 4<sup>th<\/sup> floor, I walked to the nearest elevator and I waited for the audience to travel with me to the top level of the new Media Lab.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>3<sup>rd<\/sup> Stop \u2013 <em>Rehearsals for Future Actions<\/em> \u2013 Skyline Room 6<sup>th<\/sup> Floor<\/strong><\/p>\n<h5><strong><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-1197\" title=\"Rehearsals for Future Actions - detail\" src=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-2.51.50-PM-1024x670.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"392\" \/><br \/>\nVideo\/Sound Installation &#8220;The Interview&#8221; plus live solo sit-in.<\/strong><\/h5>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>At our arrival of the 6<sup>th<\/sup> floor, I had a sound\/video\u00a0installation called <em>Rehearsals for Future Actions<\/em>. It consisted of two performance based videos and me symbolically doing a live solo sit-in facing the cityscape. Coincidentally, it was a foggy day, which ironically made part of the machine, disappears.<\/p>\n<p>I reserved this space with the help of my department because the 6<sup>th<\/sup> floor of the Maki Building is designed to host conferences, dinner parties, and all kinds of events. The scholastic and corporate community of the Media Lab and MIT uses it often.\u00a0 It has a skyline and an amazing view into the Charles River and the city escape of Boston. It is the \u201cpenthouse\u201d of the department and for the MIT community. Therefore in considering all of these elements and the subject matter, I presented a counter narrative. The work conceptually and paradoxically calls on the resistance of the<em> invisible punishing machine<\/em> from within its own institutionalization.<\/p>\n<h5><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-1198\" title=\"Rehearsals for Future Actions - Installation overview \" src=\"http:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2011\/06\/Screen-shot-2011-06-09-at-2.52.23-PM-1024x661.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"387\" \/><br \/>\nVideo\/Sound Installation: <em>&#8221; Rehearsal Sit-in&#8221;<\/em><\/h5>\n<p><em>Last, this project-thesis serves as the main conceptual framework for the material, affective and intellectual weight that I am accumulating and documenting for future works.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>&#8230;unpacking the material, affective and intellectual weigh<\/em>&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"mh-excerpt\"><p>When the invisible punishing machine is everywhere THE WEITHT I CARRY WITH ME MAY 18, 2011 |\u00a0Cambridge, MA For my thesis project, I choreographed a 30 minutes three parts event as a performance, a lecture <a class=\"mh-excerpt-more\" href=\"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/theweighticarrywithme\/2-4\/thesisproject\/\" title=\"Thesis Project: The Weight I Carry With Me\">[&#8230;]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":723,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-1194","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1194","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1194"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1194\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/723"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/studiocns.org\/portfolio\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1194"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}